i haven’t had an appetite in four weeks. I’ve lost fifteen pounds in a month, doing absolutely nothing. I’ve been eating once a day, if I remember to. When I’m stressed or sad, my appetite goes out the window. But tonight, at 1:54am, I got out of my bed, went to my kitchen, and made a sandwich. I WAS STARVING!!
And I’m so glad! I want to lose weight, but I want it to be with sweat and work and an increase in muscle and endurance… Not from being sick over my ex girlfriend.
So, I hope I gain a little weight back. Then I want to lose it again. gain some muscles. Be able to do some chin-ups. Be able to run.
I’m eating tonight. I’m glad.